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August 14th, 2016

Doing better today

Things are going better overall today, even Mama Bat is more coorperative than she has been the past few weeks.  It could also be because I sat in the room with her, with the lights out, while she nattered away about nothing substantial for millionth time that I head those stories.  But hey, what's 3 hours and 20 minutes of my time this morning, no big deal right?? But I will go absolutely insane if I have to do that EVERY FREAKING DAY!!

She's been sleeping these last few hours so I've been able to get things done around the house but when do I get time for me??  The things I'm doing are washing her dishes, doing her laundry, fixing her something to eat.  When am I supposed to get my laundry done so that I can have clean clothes to go to work in tomorrow.  I'm not even hungry anymore, I spend so much time making sure she's fed.  I could really care less at the moment.  No, wait, I said it was a better day today, right??  It actually is because Mama Bat is happy and that's what really matters.  When she's happy, she's not deriding me, complaining that she wishes I hadn't given up on keeping my weight off, telling me how to feel and what to think.  So I guess it is a better day, I'm not having to hear all of those "negatives" about me anyway!!  Oops, there she's calling to me.  Let's see how many hours I have to sit in that hard beach-wood dining room chair this afternoon.